suzimi: (Takeru - color)
Today I met with people I didn't really want to and I lost a bit of my faith in humanity.

So. Yesterday, job interview. fuck yes. Customer service and customer thingies. Yay. I kinda knew something was fishy because it didn't seem that proper of a job interview, they weren't even curious about anything, really. They just asked what I want to work. I couldn't answer. They asked if I like people. I almost said that you shouldn't ask me on my period about ppl, but OH WELL. So they said how about a try-out day and I said yes. I kinda knew this might not be my kind of thing but I wanted to experience how it is to deal with customers and all, because I might be able to do it.

What I imagined: customers come to me about problems, or anything like that and I handle them. That wasn't all that bad I guess.
What I got: well... not this. =_=

So. ok I arrive to the office I did the interview. Yay. I buy food because hard day and yes. Then they assign me to this WOMAN saying she'll guide me through my first day, and that I only have to just watch how she's working. I'm like ok, fun. Yay... And like, tried to be all social, and smiling and fuck yeah how is your morning. But it's still difficult when there are like a group of ppl who know each other and trying to get into the working mood and all... and then we set off. I was like wtf where are we going.They said we're going to one of the plazas where the T-point is. Because they work with T-mobile, and I'm like ok it must be because it's a customer service of T-mobile.... and then I asked if they pay for the public transport and the woman looked at me like im crazy, saying DUH OF COURSE NOT??? WTF?? and then an other girl joined us as we set off. But first I got told how I'm not "elegant enough" because I was wearing a pretty white sweater and not a blouse or suit. I said I thought I'm elegant enough but they just scoffed. And the woman said I'm going ot have to get a ticket, and I thought she was joking, lololol, why would I want to pretend Im waiting in line... As we set off they started chatting and laughing and omg omg dofgsdkfg kadjfgbajldfgb and I was like 'yeah... party... yay' I thought I'm gonna cry on the subway because fuck I felt so alieanted but I thought its because I'm not working with them and of course I'm an alien. Chill.

So we arrive. They chat. I'm like haha.. yeah.. funny... we go in, and we put our stuff down in that mini place for the workers and then a woman there's like FUCK. I ALREADY TOLD YOU NOT TO BRING MORE PEOPLE UGH WE DONT HAVE PLACE FOR NEWBIES and like started ranting as if I wasn't there and I was like........ ok. right. fucking... great. Then as they changed I asked about working hours and dinner time and all because that's important AND THEN the woman's got all "the fuck are you talking about" and looked at me as if I'm an idiot and then she asked if they didn't tell me and I said, welll apparently not? And she said this is an agent work, without fix pay, you get paid after the customers YOU bring and there are NO working hours you work as much as you want.

And I got a shock there, because WHAT. THAT SO WASN'T WHAT THEY TOLD TO ME. THEY SAID THIS IS CUSTOMER SERVICE NOT FUCKING DIRECT MARKETING. And apparently it was, and the woman asked if I still want ot see how this works and I was like yeah bitch you dragged me half the city here I KINDA WANT TO SEE NOW. And I saw she was going all "fuuuuuck..." so we go out to the customer area, people looking at phones and all, and the woman said YOU STAY HERE and gone and went to get me a ticket. I. GOT. AN ACTUAL. TICKET. BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T WANT TO DISGRACE THEMSELVES WITH ME BECAUSE I DIDN'T LOOK "ELEGANT" ENOUGH. I JUST... I was standing there for 15 mins, I got told off twice by her during that time ("Dare to call me an agent again and I'll smack you" and the "Don't lean against the wall") and  watching her going to ppl and then I said that ok. this is it. sayonara. and left.

What annoys me the most that the person who signed me up for this lied to me about the job, and when I come and it's clear it's not my type of job they still handle me like... a stain on their shoes and not like an actual, maybe desperate person. I know the world is cruel but fuck them. I didn't need this, at all. Just because you need money and see me as competition which I so wasn't you don't have to act like this. Fucking. assholes.

Fuck everyone I met today. *snuggles with her tea*

and, this is the most disgusting type of job I've ever seen. Like it's not even T-mobile it's for City Bank. THEY GO TO T-MOBILE POINTS, AND PRETEND THEY JUST WALK AROUND HELPING ABOUT PHONES BUT NOPE, THEY JUST WANT TO SELL YOU CITY BANK CREDIT CARDS. IF THERE IS A LOW.... THEN THIS IS IT.
suzimi: (Takeru - color)
I should srsly stop being so damn surprised when they don't get back to me after a good interview... Oo;

I- I should really stop.

And- and even when I KNOW  they won't call me I'm still like 'whaaaaaaa' I just...

god. fucking. damn it.

grh

Dec. 11th, 2011 06:44 pm
suzimi: (u r a shapely ass)
Dear school,

When I was being like "OMG FREE TIME, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MY FREE TIME" I wasn't putting up a challenge, damn it. It was supposed to be over, I turned in everything I held all the presentations and all the things, and you can still expect me to do some MORE stuff on the last fucking week?

Have you gone mad?

You're seriously expecting me to do quality work in the last week?

I know it's not your fault entirely, regarding that amazing visit we'll get from that whatever comittee that will come visiting next week. I know we supposed to pretend we do shit on the last week. But still. NG. I'm already gone into lazy mode...

And work I love you. I love it I finally have some work, because yay moneys, but WHY NOW. WHY IN THE WORST POSSIBLE TIME. I have no idea how I'll survive Monday, Tuesday, guys. And then get in time for the Wednesday class which might be supervised by this comittee so I can't possibly play with my laptop, wtf. W.T.F Gnhhhhh.................................. Fuck last weeks!

And soon, Christmas is here. Christmas presents yay...! I mean, not for me, of course but fo others...... heh.......
suzimi: (Ryuji squeal)
Omg today I was five years old again. XDDDD

There was a Japanese bazaar like thing at Vásárcsarnok, so I went to check it out. I was planning to get something fun for Christmas for my student too.

And I usually skip the guy with the wooden toys but today I don't know I guess I was just curious and finally could go in my own pace. So I went there and he immediately started telling that what these are and I should try some. He gave me one of the mechanical puzzles, and I got stuck there for a while with it. XD He never told me the solution. XD Then he gave me an other one, or more precisely he hooked the think in my coat... It was just a wooden stick and a rope for crying out loud AND I COULDN'T GET IT OFF. XD Then he helped, omg~~~~~~~ Then I looked around took some pics for my student (they came out SHITTY), got some mochi for her too, then went back to try more of the toys. XDD

Omg it was so much fun I could solve one all by myself!!!!!!!! 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Damn I srsly had so much fun. XD


(The string is NOT elastic, and yes you can take it off somehow... This was the time when I had no damn idea how to take it off.)

The one I finally bought was the one named 'Cat' and the 'Buttonhole lock (on blurry pic)'. 8D I will be carrying it around now, winning bets. HAH.


In other news... I'm a bit behind with my schoolwork. So I'm trying to get back on track now. Yesterday we got the results of the questionnaire we did for the japanese presentation class and geez.... all the first years are retards. And this is not just my antisocial self talking, no, all my classmates agree that all the 1st years has srs problems. I got 13 sheets and NONE of it was filled out right. not. one. of them. This is damn sad. It means not the department sucks, not the university, ITS THE PEOPLE. TAT Yesterday I was very annoyed by this, because it means that at least 30% of the data is corrupted because of the tardiness of the people. I can't believe this... This is SAD.  So today's play with the mechanical games made it all better thankfully.

My student is sick again. I think she is overdoing some things...

Heeee~~~~~~~

update

Oct. 14th, 2011 01:22 pm
suzimi: (Default)
.... oooookay. Update!

Yesterday I met the girl I'll teach some Japanese, and she was cute a gem and was like twice as tall as me. 8D SHE IS FIFTEEN, WHAT ARE THEY EATING OR WHAT IS HAPPENING WTF, PPL BECOMING TALLER, WTF!!!!!! I was so nervous because this is my first time teaching someone anything, especially Japanese. It wasn't even me who wanted this but the girl's dad, because we live in the same town--- Okay, so it was like we were going home with mom together, and we were talking on the train and I ranted about the presentation I did on Wednesday. and when we got off the train the man who was sitting next to us asked me if I know Japanese, because he heard us talking about it. I said yes, and he asked if I could teach his daughter, and I said that 'ER.... YES. EVEN IF I HAD NEVER TAUGHT IN MY LI---" "OKAY. then here is my number, let me take yours and I'll call you" and so I got myself a student...! I was so freaked ou by it I asked everyone I could about how the hell I should teach stuff.... XDD  But the first time went good yes, she seems eager to learn and this might make my job easier.

And yay moneys~~ ;;

Then yesterday class were cancelled, again. Yes. Awesome. Anyway, today I was like by half an hour from class, thanks to train, really. and it happened we didn't read that text I was preparing for, but something different. Because people forgot to tell me that we didn't read anything last week, because I skipped last week's Friday to prepare for the con. So ugh... yes.

Then I get home, and the cocoa I wanted to drink was developing some primitive sign of life... It was a blob, ew, and I drank into it GAHHH....................... *shivers at the thought*

And I feel a headache coming.


..... I should write about the con too, hah. 8DDDD /lazy But here are our cosplays: Miya was Kyouko on the first day, and Juvia the second. And I was Mami on both days. And Miya wrote an entry about it. 8D OH AND AND AND HERE IS SOME AWESOMENESS:


Photobucket Photobucket Photobucket


This person is the love of my life for the next few days. XDDD Omg it was such a great cosplay. AND NOW ALL OF YOU HAVE THEM ON YOUR COMPUTERS AHHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA! I wonder how many ppl will get it...

rambling

Sep. 14th, 2011 07:30 pm
suzimi: (u r a shapely ass)
Vannak olyan napok, amikor elém áll egy helyzet. És kicsit el vagyok veszve, hogy mit csináljak. Ilyenkor a fejemben szinte az összes ember, akitől tanácsot szoktam kérni mondja a sajátját... Általában nem egyeznek az enyémmel. 8D Olyankor mivan?

Mindegy.

Ma megvettem Genji szerelmei regényét 3000ért az egyébkénti 10.000 helyett. YAY LEÁRAZÁS!

Egyébként elkezdődött a suli. Remélem nem lesz nagy baj h nem adtam még le a beiratkozási lapot... >>; Dolgoztam...  mára meg elfelejtettem kinyomtatni. És ahogy aTO-t ismerem képesek 3000Ftot fizettetni velem.
Bár amit ma hallottam kicsit elvette a kedvem attól hogy én bármikor is normálisan beszéljek azokkal a parasztokkal ott bent... Na de, meglátjuk pénteken.

Azért vettem fel plusz órákat előző 2 félévben, hogy most ne kelljen. D: és most ha a kövi félévben nem tudok összeszedni még 5 kreditet akkor fél év csúszás. De ahogy néztem a mintatantervet, meg kell lennie annak az 5 kreditnek..... Bár vmi miatt a Seijis udvarias nyelvóra gyanús nekem, mert most kellett volna az Iest meghirdetni nekik és nem tették. 8DD szóval wtf van. Szóval most kicsit parázom.

Meg szeretném kijavítani a neptun  rendszerben, hogy a záróvizsgám és a szakdolgozatom sikerült, és jó lenne ha beírnák azt oda nekem, mert megint bénázhatok a TOval miatta, ha ösztöndíjra akarok jelentkezni. Megkérdezem holnap a tanszékvezetőt hogy kijavítaná-e, ő marika nénihez fog küldeni ő le a TOra ők a Neptun Zolihoz ő pedig a tanszékvezetőhöz aki aztán rájön, hogy neki kell a jegyet beírni, mert ő a tanszékvezető és ő ír alá minden ilyet, aztán mehetek a neptun zolihoz gondolom a hivatalos papírral, vagy papírokkal, hogy azt írja be nekem. 8D fasza lesz. De nem baj, lelkiekben felkészültem!

Na mi van még... Semmi kül sztem.

Cold

Jul. 3rd, 2011 01:40 pm
suzimi: (MLP - Dash is not impressed)


No need no words.... We are all dead, we will freeze to death! The jeties will be eating from our frozen flesh while we just fall asleep in a pikle of snow... inside our houses... IN AUGUST. TAT *SOBS INTO HER PILLOW*

I WANT MY GLOBAL WARMING DAMNIT.

írás

Jun. 3rd, 2011 11:09 am
suzimi: (Timmy Time - school)
Gah kínomban már Supernaturalt nézek. Elhatároztam, hogy végre bepótolom, főleg most a vizsgák után. Egyébként tényleg a vizsgák után akartam elkezdeni, de tegnap vhogy már nem bírtam tovább, kellett valami... és olyan jól esett ugh. Eyecandy, meg minden. Bár nem tudom, most így újranézve a 2es szezon csak nekem van tele fölösleges kiélezett emo angsttel, vagy ez tényleg ilyen? XD Na mindegy, néha már eléggé funny.  Alig várom, hogy olyan részekhez jussak, amiket még nem láttam, de mivel nem tudom, hol hagytam abba, így újra nézem az elejétől.

Apropó vizsgák, túlvagyok a kettő szerintem legnehezebben, és mind a kettő sikeres. Eléggé meg vagyok ezen lepődve, meg voltam győződve, hogy az egyiket újra kell írnom... De nem! Magyarul: átmentem klasszikus kínaiból. :| HAH. Take that! A másik a művtöri volt közvetlenül a klasszikus kínai vizsa után, másnap. Gondoltam, hogy jó akkor elolvasom a fordításokat amikből készülni kell, és akkor már lesz valami. HÁTŐŐIZÉ. Nem így lett. Teljesen kikészültem, szerintem mert nagyon elfáradtam már. Ráadásul hiányos volt az anyag. Mármint volt egy vázlatos jegyzetem, amit küldtek, de én abból nem tudok tanulni. Nekem kell a körítés. Szóval ledőltem 10kor és fel sem keltem 8 ig....  De az is meglett egy napi szenvedés után. Nem néztem előtte át a fordítást, mert egyszerűen NEM és tiszta ideggel mentem oda... De 5ös. Istenem, ez a nő... =_=;; Mindegy.

Jövő héten még két vizsga, aztán még egy a jövő hét után. Ezek már vhogy nem bírnak izgatni... >>; <<; >>;

Hamarosan el fogom olvasni a könyveket, amik itt várnak már egy éve, fél éve az asztalomon, hamarosan játszani fogok több játékkal is, és hamarosan filmeket és sorozatokat fogok nézni, és jeeee.... XD

Másik egyébként hülye hír: akartam egy karaktert rpzni, NAGYON akartam. És a comm-ban ahol most vagyok lehetett is volna, elég könnyen. Gondoltam magamban, oké akkor hiatus után appolom és yay. NOS. Vki konkrétan rohadtul beleszart ebbe, mert lefoglalta előttem és már játssza is. =_= Hát ezen is eléggé ki voltam bukva, mivel ez tartott életben vizsgák után. Ez is... Igazából még mindig tudnám ugyanott játszani, mert engednek AU verziókat, de a franc akarja, hogy folyton az elsőhöz hasonlítgassák... főleg, hogy első alkalom, hogy magical girlt játszom, vagy úgy általában csajt. >>;
Most olyan helyeket keresek, ahol normálisan, teljesen játszani tudnám anélkül, hogy el kéne vennem a képességeit, vagy OOC-vé kéne tennem. Bazmeg, ezt nem hiszem el.. Mivel most egy tökély helyen játszom észre sem vettem, hogy a többi comm mennyire szar... azt hittem legalább pár hozza a színvonalat, vagy legalább annyi józan eszük van mint a mostaninak DE NEM. A karakterem magical girl és legalább 98%-ában a kommunitiknek el kéne veszíteni ezt a képsségét... DE ÉN NEM AKAROM HOGY ELVESZÍTSE ÉS NEM SLICE OF LIFE-OT AKAROK JÁTSZANI ÉS SZÖRNYEKET AKAROK ÖLNI, ÉS MAGICAL GIRLÖZNI ON THEIR ASSSES............. Meg ráadásul a karakter eléggé függ attól, hogy hány szörnyet győz le basszus, és ha elkerül egy lakatlan szigetre/másik világba/anyám kínjába, ott ezek NINCSENEK, szóval a erejét többé nem tudja használni. Bumm... Találtam talán 3 helyet, ahol lehetne talán játszani kisebb módosításokkal amiket hajlandó lennék még megtenni, de... GAH. Még mindig le kell nyelnem a békát, hogy úgy ahogy van, nem játszhatom... Szóval ezen is felhúztam magam. Én nagyon-nagyon akarom játszani őt. >_<;;;;;

Oh oh oh oh és és és.. vizsgákra készülve, felosztottuk az irodalom tételeket és én kaptam Kawabata Yasunari-t, lol ez az ember. XD Első Nobel-díjas japán író, és találtam róla egy képet, ami szerintem eléggé vicces:



Ott a menők mind szmokingban meg minden, ő pedig ott nyomja hagyományos japánban. XD

Na jól van lépek már.

annoyance

May. 6th, 2011 02:57 pm
suzimi: (MLP - AJ is not amused)
Well.

I'm highy annoyed, actually. What was the last drop was my mp4 player, it died. :/ But before that my tablet's pen broke, and the zipper of my bag is not working anymore either, I can't close it. With all this, I am so not amused, and annoyed out of my mind. Gah...

Yes this was an update, let's move on. Exam time is nearly here, yay...

update!

Mar. 29th, 2011 11:17 am
suzimi: (himym - u can do it)
Yep.

An update! Yes, finally.

First and more important thing: the moral victory is mine. Again. It supposed to make me feel happy, not question my sanity, really. Fuck this.

Anyway... things, Mmm. Well my diet is proceeding though I still couldn't entirely get rid of chocolate yet... but Im starting to get enough of vegetables, and meat. Ugh meat, lately I'm not really a fan of it...

I'm way behind school, yes. I... have no idea how I'll do things. Especially with me morally winning lately. Yes. 8D

Mmm... I can't really think of anything else now. I can't update with stuff, my mind is filled with boring things,and if anything else is there I get distracted by damn school... I became a boring person. TAT;;;

crack icon

Jan. 8th, 2011 02:53 pm
suzimi: (quit being japanese!!!)
Just wanted to show off my new crack icon I got, and just updating that I hate everyone today. /usual bitchiness

bzwhu

Mar. 1st, 2010 11:22 am
suzimi: (WTFH)
.....

Az azért ugye mindenkinek megvan, hogy a "chesire cat" nálunk "FAKUTYA"? Rohadtélet............ így írjon az ember ficet.

gasp

Feb. 24th, 2010 11:20 am
suzimi: (OMGWTFBBQ!!!)
Oh my god.

I-I totally.... I-I--- I was a mary sue in my dream AND I LOVED IT. TAT;

I don't know it was in the Lort of the Rings universe, and and I got to give a speech to a bunch of creatures that were living in a cage and wanting revolution... Omg omg I totally remember this sentece: "I was there with Aragorn as he became a king, and I saw when Frodo Baggins threw the ring into the Fire..." And people were like GAAAAAAAAAAASP.

And, when I was on some quest or something I totally commented to my teammates that all this makes me want to write a self insert mary sue fic in the Lort of the Rings fandom. XDDDDD

Crap maybe I write this all, because this dream was about some revoltunk and kidnapping and.... some rubber thing that was very disturbing at the end, and I have a feeling that my unconscious wanted to teach me how to use condom properly with funny figures. Oh my god.


And fandom things are pissing me off again.
suzimi: (hungary needs to choke a ho)
Alright, my whole Friday morning could be called shocking. First: it wasn't Plushenko won the gold medal, yes. More rant about it later when I actualyl saw all the programmes. Aaaaaand...... my friend is getting married. Congrats. XD Really. XD

And, people, why can't you clean those tiny puppy feet without him being in pain!? I can't believe it, geez now..... I already told them that it might not do any good for his injury for cleaning it that way EVERY GODDAMNED FUCKING TIME, BUT NOOOOO 'IT'S A MUST'. :| Sigh, no wonder he hates you all.

Anyway... yay shopping,and yay getting an awesome skirt~!!! *-* Summer, here I come!! And could find a tie for my get up on Friday, so yay 'costume'. XD

... sigh..... anythign else? nah.

:|

Feb. 11th, 2010 07:48 pm
suzimi: (u r a shapely ass)
Dear fansubbers,

Why so bitchy elitists bastards lame?

No love,

Me.
suzimi: (Ohno - weird but hilarious face)
So...

Yamato Nadeshiko drama: LOL. I am in awe with Uchi. He looks great with black hair. Kame is so so, and I love the way his character being molested... yay. I don't really have more to say because I thought it's a bit boring. >>;;;; sorry...

Gurunai with Toma: OMG NOW THAT. WAS SO. CUTE. *rolls around in his cute* Though he had some things that was showing how gay/pervert he is..... XD srsly, especially about what he likes when a woman doing it. No, not a blowjob, he can't say that on tv, geez. XDDD So... it was amazing, poor pup. XD Asdfgadfgsfg..... I need a program that I can make gifs with...... >>;;;;;;;;;;

Other things...? No, no other things... I'll apply to master course yay...

Oh, and yesterday, got sued by BKV for 12.000Ft. :| I was oh so happy, I can't believe how shitty things happening with me lately............ T_T

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.................... I WROTE STUFF HERE. I SWEAR I WROTE STUFF HERE.


................... AH FUCK IT ALL. MAIN LINES WERE:

NEW PROFILE, NEW LAYOUT, SUZ LACKS OF CODING SKILLZ WHICH MADE HER SAD TO THE POINT OF CRYING

AND NOW LJ IS PURELY MESSES WITH ME.

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