Update. Sorry, the picture from Belgium will be a bit later. I need to settle into a few things.
First of all I've got a job.... Trial period, for three months. Or, well, officially it's two months. 8D
It's so not what I imagined as my first workplace, but it put me to a challenge alright, because it's not really a thing I've done before... I'm basically an online marketing assistant at a small company. Well, I will be if I stay and if they won't decide to get rid of me. My first day was cool--er than I expected but still, I have to learn a lot. It's uni all over again. I got a few stressed moments, and a panic attack in the morning, but all was fine and dandy. 8D....... If anything, at least I get paid at the end of the month. and I have stuff to do. Even if it has nothing to do with Japanese...
Actually, I would stay in a heartbeat judging by the first day, but I'm still not sure because 1., it was the first day, duh... 2., they said if I stay, I need to stay at least two years. And that fucks up my plans about the Japanese scholarship that I still want... That will be the hardest for me to decide I think. But I have three months for it. Go me...
On an unrelated matter... a politician in Hungary said, that the solution for domestic violence is if the WOMEN go back from working, and trying to prove themselves and go and give birth to two three or more (he even said FIVE) children and raise them, so the Hungarian population will grow.
My first thought was WHATHTEFUCK. What he said is like 'The solution for the global warming is if the fishermen would stop fishing for tuna.' It's... ITS NOT MAKING SENSE. Not at all. Thankfull the general opinion about it is the same as mine that WHADDAFUCK MAN THAT'S NOT HOW IT WORKS. But it's awful, that people who're supposed to see the best for us, and try and lead a country and such are THIS PRIMITIVE.
I know that the argument between women and men, and about a few related matters like abortion or the dilemma for a woman that she should go and have a career or kids is, like, eternal, and the hardest thing to solve. Let alone abortion, birthgiving is already a very private, and a very difficult matter already... I think even if a woman would LOVE to have children all her life, it's still a hard decision, it's already a stressed thing for women and when people go and talk shit like this it's just making it worse.
Alright, maybe only for me, but I think it's a huge matter. Of course I could choose not wanting to have kids, and my life would be easier and I would overlook these matters, but the thing is I want kids and as longer I think about it, it's just becoming more and more clear that it's going to be effin' difficult.
Okay I just wanted to say that... this man was saying something stupid and unrelated about a matter; blamed women and brought in the childbirth issue too, and I got very worked up about it. I know it's bit unrelated even... But it's not that women doesn't want kids, I repeat, it's not about them not WANTING to give birth, but it's not just about WANTING to do it, there needs to be money, background, the feeling of safety, so the kid or kids won't end up stupid, soulless idiots like a few examples around. I'm sorry for not wanting to raise my children in a trashcan and it's awful, that every time any family matter comes up, primitice assholes are always bringing up this issue too.
What's with men and blaiming women for everything, srsly now. Sorry that we intimidate you in your Plan for World Domination. Of course I know, that not everyone like this, but the issue is still there.
I got sweets today, and coke. Yeah I didn't want to accept it since I'm not a fond of coke lately, BUT IF A GOOD GUY OFFERS IT TO YOU, YOU ACCEPT IT. It's a rule, ladies. srsly.
So, yeah so work was hectic today. yes. And... I had to teach two girls what to do because I chose to be off tomorrow, and go to school OR write my thesis paper, I'm not sure which will it be... I already 'skipped' two days of school because of my late schedule. They sent it yesterday though, FINALLY. After some threatening. >>;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; Kinda amazing I felt bad after that.
Okay. So on my way to the station I saw the cutest scene ever. There was this tiny tiny little guy. He must have been around ...2-3 years old?? But he was sooo tiny and cute, and was walking on the platform with OAO expression. Damn, I love kids, everything is new to them and that is such an amazing feeling sometimes. *_*;;; So this kid was walking very determined forward, but quite unstable, because he is just learned how to walk. And a very tall, a little older black man was walking toward him too. I must mention that black men aren't that common here, so yeah. And when the man spotted the child he smiled the cute, mature 'oh he is still so young' smile, and slowed down to give the kid space to go forward. The kid was still walking then spotted the guy too and looked up at him, and his expression changed more surprised. But he was still walking but stared at the guy.
I dunno it was sooooooooooo cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute. XDDDDDDDDD It made me smile~~~~~
Then I saw a guy sleeping on a couple of trashcans. XD Hell, it was amusing too.
Yeah when I'm hyper everything is so amusing. XDD
Oh, by the way, yesterday I saw the musical: Spamalot. 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I love Mothy Piton so it was great, especially that we got the tickets for free. ^_______^; They were pretty good seats even.
But I must say the movie was better, and there was a scene which was weird, because they were singing and talking about the Theater Madách and hungarians in it, and I'm not sure that song was in the original version. XDD Anyone know anything about this.......? 8D
Oh and.......... SIR ROBIN~~~~~~~~~ I know he is the not so brave as Sir Lancelot who is actually gay (more about it later, because it's canon) but he was the cutest thing ever. Damn I was staring at him sooooooo much..... and his smile.... It made me happy. |DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD He was short but I don't care, he was the cutest................... dlrfgkdfgiafdiguadfih~~~~~~~~~
And yes, Sir Lancelot. He. He is. He. is gay. According to the musical. XDDDD So everyone remember the scene where he goes saving the 'prince', right? And the prince falls from the window of the tower and disappears?? NOW. HERE. HE DIDN'T. HERE. HIS FATHER WAS KILLED BY LANCELOT. 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD RIGHT. Aaaaaaaaaaaaand. annnnnnnnnd it revealed that LANCELOT IS GAY, AND THE THE MEN CAME OUT IN SAMBA OUTFITS WHICH SHOWED THEIR TUMMIES AND WAS THE GAYEST EVER, BUT NOTHING IS COMPARED TO LANCELOT'S RAINBOW COLORED SHIRT AND THOOOOOOOOSE PAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNTTTTTTTSSSSSSSSS...
So it was actually good. XD I laughed a lot. XD
But I'm not sure about the main character, the actor might have been sick or something because he was like he didn't even give a crap about the role and all........... 8DDDDDDDDD Well if that was what he wanted then he is a great actor tho. XD But actually he is a good actor I saw him in other movies, and he was good there...
so anything else...? English test on saturday... and I didn't practice at all because of work. I feel bad, I hope I can do something about it tonight and tomorrow.
Okay this is it. xDDD bye!!
Promoting salami again argh... 8 hours this time... BUT BUT BUT. MONEY. >>;
8 hours, standing, smiling and repeating the same thing all the time, while ppl are being like... ants. D: Sometimes being cute, but sometimes insensitive bastards. :| They aren't the ones having to stand there FOR 8 HOURS.
Will need lot of chocolate, and water...
They could witness tipsy!Suz's guiding at the town she lives..... 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Anyway. Working on this week yay, had my first scolding at... It wasn't my fault. It really wasn't. If they tell me something and I do that, and I REMEMBER, I KNOW they told me to send it to that address particularly, she even dictated it down for me... and then same person yells at me for sending it to there...No logic.
I drew yesterday and it made me so happy~~~~ |DDD
On the other hand... nothing is up.
guy1: Hey bro! What's with that tight shirt?
guy2: Neat isn't it?
guy1: Seriously man, with this you won't only be able to be get the ladies, but also the men!
Suz: PFFFFF--------- *TRYING HER BEST NOT TO.... ACT SUSPICIOUS....*
I think if this would be my 'real' work I would say: 'I love my job.' But I say 'I love this job.' instead. 8DDDDDDDD
AND SOME RETRO SPAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
( yay cut )
I'm still thinking between fem!Juliet and Chrome Dokuro. XD Both have sharp, pointy objects as weapons and all.... But I think it'll be Chrome... only because of the lance... I always wanted to cosplay someone with a lance... |DDD asdfadfgsfgh~~~ *excited*
I have inspiration for fices too.... Awesome~
And, I should start on my thesis paper.. I really will start it...... I will. I seriously will. I.......... STILL NEED COURAGE. TAT;;;;;;; *reads Reborn fices*
Oh, and... I watched a few things. So, first Watchmen. .... Well... wow. I liked Wolverine better *gets bricked for her idiocity* It really had a feeling though... But it was more wft to me. XDDD Though I liked Rorschach..... >>; Yay for psycho self-proclaimed superheroes.....
Started The Big Bang Theory....... AND WILL CONTINUE. XDDDD BECAUSE THAT. IS WHAT I NEED NOW. GEEKS. OH GOD GEEKS. I MISSED YOU ALL... |DDDDDDD Started Greek too, but that... can wait. yep. I need pure geeky idiocity in my life.
Then, Merlin... Well the first ep gave me the creeps because it had the girl from Torchwood I
Oh, and Reborn... wow, just... wow. XDDD *pets Gokudera and Yamamoto, pets them* still no spoilers pls~~~~
That vodka-martini really wants me, today I DREAMED I drank some, and was awesome.
Ate the most delicious cake yesterday, and there is still more. yay. But I will never forgive ppl for eating my tuna spaghetti....................... ;;
Will watch Transformers. Actually I'm not a fan of giant robots and all, but I liked the first film, and this one interests me too... 8Db
Dropped Juliet and Amane, and I feel sad, but there was nothing to do. ;_; I hate when rp stresses me to this level.
I will get a damned digital tablet already. And this time A GOOD ONE. Nothing is worse than a noname digital tablet.... ._.
Oh, I got the double salary the other day, when the 'help' said she can only stay like .......two hours. For 400 receipts I was slightly pissed. She did like 50. I do at least twice as much in that hour, maybe more. So I was left there alone with a giant pile of work, and I was like SHIT. THE FUCK WILL DO THIS FOR FREE. So I told I'm going to do it... IF THEY PAY. They said yes. Ahahhaa, I had the upper hand, it was an urgent thing... Made me feel better. I only had one hour overwork too, and they PAID THAT TOO. >>;; Nice ppl...... And I'm working half of next week and the whole week after that... yay moneys. And ppl know my name... Which is disturbing because it was the woman that asked me to send a package to somewhere where she will go, and I totally lost that.................. >>;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; it was on the first day I was there too so........ so.....yeah...... sigh.
This means............ I will buy thiiiinnnnnngggs~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Ahhahahahaaaaaa~~~~~ I decided on the Kururu cosplay, and sorry Ed but I chose the pink haired version, because I want to cosplay a pink haired someone already....... I swear I try not to appear lame. >>;;;;;;;
And I'm still thinking about the Hetalia cosplay, so guys who is the one who is still in?? AND, ANY IDEAS ABOUT IT?
Started reading Katekyo Hitman Reborn. Like really, and..... damn. XD Anyway: Gokudera Hayato and Yamamoto Takeshi = OTP. I know there must be tonnes of fans... XD They are..... awesome. Both are. I love them. still only at the 100th chapter, no spoilers pls.
And started reading Skip Beat too... I love the willpower the girl has. I love it. It was kind of inspiring. XD But I'm still at the 14th chapter so... no spoilers pls.
ok this is it, ttyl.
edit: oh and r.i.p. Michael Jackson... This is an end of an era. D:
So we were gone to see Dance of tbe Vampires. THE stage. THE awesomeness... THE HOT. ......
WELL.... ... those were the reviews of ppl who have seen it. I was like omg if that much ppl like it it must be really awesome and breath taking and all. So I dared myself to have high expectations. :| I was hopeful when the theather was like FULL. ppl were sitting on the stairs even..........
and it started.
The music really was the only thing which was perfect.
Okay it was a great stage, really, the dances the characters... the plot was so-so.
But I still can't understand the hysteria about it.................... JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE VAMPIRES?!?!? JUST BECAUSE OF THAT THIS BECAUSE A GREAT HIT??? JUST. BECAUSE. OF. THAT?
FUCK YOU TWILIGHT.
Okay I liked it, okay yay Herbert with his homo intentions, and his blond hair, yay vampires. BUTTHAT'SIT.
we were sitting on the balcony though and for those who've never sat there, THERE WERE VAMPIRES TOO. ON THE BALCONY~ so yay. I didn't miss that one. though we were sitting far from them so none of them wanted to drink my coke filled blood.
so it ended. yay home, getting on the last train.................... WHICH HAPPENED NOT TO DEFPART. BECAUSE SOME RETARD AT DUNAKESZI DECIDED TO COMMIT SUICIDE. Or whatever it was doing the result was it ended in pieces by the train. So CSI: Dunakeszi were all there.... doing the CSI things.
So Ica and Rigon's mother came to pick us up, Thank you so muuuuuuuuuch~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
then they left and I started to walk home and a car stops nextt o me. I was like OMG THEY KIDNAP MEEEEE.
But it was a kind guy claiming he knows me... I was like 8DDDD SUUUURE.
GUY: hey, get in I give you a ride.
Suz: ....... but you won't kidnap me right?
Suz: *totally serious*
Guy: ....... of course not.
Suz: .... OKAY.*GETS IN*
so we arrived and all and he asked if I have a BF and if I want one.
Guy: ......*totally serious*
Suz: Er.. er not now. 8DDDDDDDDD
yeah. so it was epic.
....... nnnggghhhhhhhhhhhh *going to enveloping now*
No, she liked it. But not in the "OMFG WEEEEEEE EDWAAAAAAAARD EEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEE" way, but in the 'Did you know it's in first person, and you can totally imagine that all those boys are into you? You can feel like Bella!' I was in awe... 8D It was so naive and pure.
And I totally tried to explain the term 'Mary Sue' to her, but yeah it..... didn't really got through. 8DDDDDDD I DON'T EVEN MIND, SRSLY.
Btw, unrelated, but in my dreams I apped to be a singer. what the hell it could mean.........
More unrelated: I collected retro cartoons Intros. 8D IN HUNGARIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Because of War-chan's post................ XD
okay I finished. really. 8D
Ok szóval, most van a Japán-magyar kulturális évad és progikat gyűjtünk
Kövessétek és tanuljatok és szóljatok hozzá, yay!
Illetve, ha van vmi progi, amit szeretnétek ott látni KÜLDJÉTEK EL ÜZIBEN VAGY COMMENTBEN. NEKEM. MERT íGY AKTÍVABBNNAK TŰNÖK....
Got yelled at at work. I NEVER GET YELLED AT.... ppl look at me like i'm stupid. okay, their soc. problem. ppl look at me like I'm underaged for work like this. check. its true... judge more by appearence, thank you. B-but I never got yelled at. T_T;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
The deadline for the thesis paper changed, again. Two more weeks. So maybe I'll be able to produce some quality material already.
I want to kiss that chocolate out of his mouth so fucking bad............................
God, i totally forgot that my work starts today. *rubs forehead* I was to up 3:00 am, and i had to get up at 6:00... gosh i totally forgot it... moouu.... -.-
But at least i'll get a little money for my cosplay. Yay. *tries to be happy, really, but she's just sick because she had to get up early...*
*whines* Money/work is always bad to people. XD