suzimi: (not my division)
well okay.

Update. Sorry, the picture from Belgium will be a bit later. I need to settle into a few things.

First of all I've got  a job.... Trial period, for three months. Or, well, officially it's two months. 8D

It's so not what I imagined as my first workplace, but it put me to a challenge alright, because it's not really a thing I've done before... I'm basically an online marketing assistant at a small company. Well, I will be if I stay and if they won't decide to get rid of me. My first day was cool--er than I expected but still, I have to learn a lot. It's uni all over again. I got a few stressed moments, and a panic attack in the morning, but all was fine and dandy. 8D....... If anything, at least I get paid at the end of the month. and I have stuff to do. Even if it has nothing to do with Japanese...

Actually, I would stay in a heartbeat judging by the first day, but I'm still not sure because 1., it was the first day, duh... 2., they said if I stay, I need to stay at least two years. And that fucks up my plans about the Japanese scholarship that I still want... That will be the hardest for me to decide I think. But I have three months for it. Go me...

On an unrelated matter... a politician in Hungary said, that the solution for domestic violence is if the WOMEN go back from working, and trying to prove themselves and go and give birth to two three or more (he even said FIVE) children and raise them, so the Hungarian population will grow.

My first thought was WHATHTEFUCK.  What he said is like 'The solution for the global warming is if the fishermen would stop fishing for tuna.' It's... ITS NOT MAKING SENSE. Not at all. Thankfull the general opinion about it is the same as mine that WHADDAFUCK MAN THAT'S NOT HOW IT WORKS. But it's awful, that people who're supposed to see the best for us, and try and lead a country and such are THIS PRIMITIVE.

I know that the argument between women and men, and about a few related matters like abortion or the dilemma for a woman that she should go and have a career or kids is, like, eternal, and the hardest thing to solve. Let alone abortion, birthgiving is already a very private, and a very difficult matter already... I think even if a woman would LOVE to have children all her life, it's still a hard decision, it's already a stressed thing for women and when people go and talk shit like this it's just making it worse.
Alright, maybe only for me, but I think it's a huge matter. Of course I could choose not wanting to have kids, and my life would be easier and I would overlook these matters, but the thing is I want kids and as longer I think about it, it's just becoming more and more clear that it's going to be effin' difficult.

Okay I just wanted to say that... this man was saying something stupid and unrelated about a matter; blamed women and brought in the childbirth issue too, and I got very worked up about it. I know it's bit unrelated even... But it's not that women doesn't want kids, I repeat, it's not about them not WANTING to give birth, but it's not just about WANTING to do it, there needs to be money, background, the feeling of safety, so the kid or kids won't end up stupid, soulless idiots like a few examples around. I'm sorry for not wanting to raise my children in a trashcan and it's awful, that every time any family matter comes up, primitice assholes are always bringing up this issue too.

What's with men and blaiming women for everything, srsly now. Sorry that we intimidate you in your Plan for World Domination. Of course I know, that not everyone like this, but the issue is still there.


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